source: my ffffound

today:
I was hit hard with a feeling of emptiness. I generally don’t notice it… I hide it with ‘things to do.’ But I felt more today than I have in the past.
I actually let myself fall under it for a while.

yesterday:
I was very happy.
I enjoyed every step I took to work and every step I took home
with all the rain we had, the air held such crisp clean smells
I would close my eyes while walking, slightly lay my had back a bit towards the sun, inhale deeply…and just smile in awe at the brief ecstatic instant…

tomorrow:
they’re all the leads of their own stories. they have to be given their due.
sometimes we need no words at all, but merely share the flow of imagery in our two minds.

what I have been doing:
distracting discoveries,
finding anything remotely creative and inspiring in my feeds,
finding more websites to invest myself creatively (even if only for a short while),
finding new music and old music, but new in general,
pulling weeds,
talking to my plants,
cleaning,
organizing,
smelling the back of Pushkin’s head,
re-organizing,
snuggling with the Push,
ffffinding on ffffound,
always wondering about each day and how I am playing it out…